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Wednesday, March 2, 2022

Who Am I ??

WHO AM I ?? 


Got the maternal instinct with her pride
Got the paternal power with his tough side;
Both Blue and pink is my sky,
but still THEY ask me: "Who am I??" 

My mind and body at constant war;
Confused and confined, my belligerent core!
Putting my anger aside, to live a peaceful life;
But Peace is not an option, THEY start a strife!

I know sometimes my identity is inscrutable,
I know sometimes my sex organs are skeptical,
I know sometimes my attraction for someone is unfathomable,
But are these reasons enough for me being unacceptable??

My life My achievements My whole self
Cast aside; and just my orientation and sex,
Are enough to make anyone perplexed??

Why am I segregated from Humanity?
Why is my love considered Profanity?
Questioning myself innumerably, “Who Am I??”
How am I supposed to keep hold of my sanity??

Why am I considered - a Taboo?!!
Why am I, for gossip only - a hot potato?!! 
Why am I not considered respectful in main avenues?!!
Questioning myself innumerably, “Who Am I??”
But They ask me, “What Am I??”

I may not be a Perfect creation of God;
Tired of worldly norms, on a deserted road, alone, I plod.
In the middle of it, I thought...
If I’m not Normal, way far from Perfect,
Then who is? 
‘Cause we all got the same architect!

Away from the blood relations and family,
Disowned by everyone because of my anomaly.
Too tired from this Clandestine Concerns,
I’ll myself build a home- to return,
I’ll myself build a family from strangers- to yearn.
Too tired from begging for Acceptance;
I’ll rebuild myself from core with confidence;
I’ll rebuild my mind free from previous essence;
Maybe I don’t need your acceptance,
‘Cause I’m already accepted by my God- omnipresent!

 


 


4 comments:

  1. Jerin Abraham GeorgeMarch 2, 2022 at 8:29 PM

    Kaafi acha likha h Kanchan Ji ����☺��

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  2. I have read allmost your all blog... Every time I had found best way of use rhymes....
    And also your contant give me a kind of hope for my writing... thankyou Baani✨

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    1. Thank you jai!! Your positivity and support keep me going! 😇😇

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